Hey everyone, it's been a while. I don't expect people to care, but I feel the need to explain a few things about my sudden departure in September.
In a way, I've always felt a tad bit disconnected from the community, and that is 100% on me. I did not make great enough efforts to understand you guys, how you all interacted, why you loved to make articles, etc. There were so many ways that I should have connected with you guys, but I just couldn't. The community is the most important part of this wiki, and as an admin, I failed in that regard.
The more I've thought about it, the more I realized how shitty it was about how I rushed my leaving. While I tried to correct the wrongs I've done to people in the past, I only said my goodbyes to a few people, which may have given off a "fuck you" impression to others. That was not my intention and I'm deeply sorry if it came off that way.
I also want to apologize for my aggressiveness, passive-aggressiveness, and overall spurts of rudeness towards some of you guys up until I left. I'm not a perfect human. I have my bad days. Sometimes I have too many bad days in a row. I try to be the best person I can be every day. I really do. And if it didn't seem that way, you have every right to hold that against me.
Whether you loved me or hated me, thought I was a great admin or an awful admin, I'm really sorry for any troubles I've caused and I sincerely wish you all the best. Some of my contact info is on my user page.
Thank you and best of luck moving forward!
