For some people, making a blog like this is easy. But it isn't for me, I've dreaded the day I have to write this down because, I worry I'll lose friends because of what I say.
Whenever someone says 'why would someone lie about their age?' I freeze up, I panic sometimes, because im a liar, and thats what scares me. When I first came here, I was unsure if I could trust everybody. So I lied about my age, I was gonna say something, but I got scared that everyone would be offended that I lied.
I should have done it sooner, it just made everything worse for me the more that I kept it a secret, I tried to make this blog many times but had my heart beat so hard, I just couldn't for some reason. Yeah, I might be dramatic, but I really don't like losing friends, mostly.
Yeah, I'm 12, not 14. I'm sorry to everyone that i've mislead, and I really hope this isnt gonna bring down a total shitstorm to me.
"Oh, so you must've lied about your girlfriend too, huh?" Actually, no. Oh, kids these days, 6th grader dating? that's probably what you're saying, and I dont know, after what's going to happen at the end of this year I don't think Im gonna date for a long time, anyways.
Last night when I was on the hangout, yeah people heard my voice. So I sat in bed, and my thoughts tossed back and forth whether I should tell.
I decided that I would, because it doesn't seem that 12 year olds are totally shat on, so I thought I might as well.
I just hope nobody is mad at me, and I feel stupid for lying to everyone.