Alright, I am deciding to move to a new account. Its not because of the name, but because of some things on this account that made things irl a lot worse. I wanted to start fresh, again, on a new account, which I'm deciding to call Aivaylas. Once I create the new account, please go ahead and block this account, just like with Emerald the Dark Wolf.
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Welp, yesterday marked my 2 year anniversary on here. All of you know how much I matured when I first joined on Alex Ember Koopa 09 (now called Emerald the Dark Wolf) on January 3rd, 2015. So, here's a recap
Oh where do I begin? I was 12 and in 7th grade at the time (turned 13 at the end of May, went to 8th grade in September). I absolutely cringe now at how immature I was, making horrible characters, doing...well what 12 year olds do I guess, and being an absolute ass. I had 2 blocks (1 month and 3 months). This is the place that got me into the Koopaling fandom back in 2014 (around a few months before I joined). Well, burn all my cringey shit in hell now that they evolved more.
This was a pretty depressing year for me. I was 13 and in 8th …
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Alright, since I haven't been active that much this year, I'm gonna do a Q&A just so I can be a bit more active
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Alright, as some of you know, I prefer being called "Chris" now, this is because I literally have a crush on the character, Chris Hartley from Until Dawn. Don't ask why, its fictiophilia(?) and IDC!
Now to the actual blog, this...
This was one of my worst years I've experienced. Sure, I matured more and I'm making more original characters, but the fact nobody pays attention to my efforts and irl issues, it was a rough one!
Oh dear, this was the worst part of the year, as they all say, winter is the most depressing season
wait, no one says that
This was when I was really sensitive, almost did suicide because of the stereotyping that was layed on me. That was pretty much the only major thing during this time
Oh boy, the suicidal thoughts came to …
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I kinda wanted to do this blog thing where I make an update once in a while.
First of all, I'm doing pretty good at school, tho I'm bipolar, I really don't care about it much anymore. I kinda like using my crazy side (not in a way that I'll get violent or stalker-ish) because that explains me. I really don't want to change who I am...for now. Tho I only get 3-4 hours of sleep during school nights, I'm not really tired at school...at all. Part of being bipolar is you're up like all the time, barely get sleep, but still very energenic. The only thing I'm worried about is if Abel, or anyone at my school in general, find out my fetishes and they find out I use them for Abel, then I'd do something bad to myself, I hide who I truely am from a lot…Read more >